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ebflover777
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Posted by ebflover777 - August 3rd, 2017


Just possibly Bipolar

But therapists cannot diagnose and my Psychiatrist refused to diagnose me. Four days after the 4th, I went to the hospital. Refused to take me in, but increased my meds. I started to be...more noticibly manic. With depressive episodes. Every day. Have to wait 3 weeks to see if the medicinal change is correct, and if I possibly have undignosed Bipolar Disorder. Also, my rational mind seems to be less and less prominent. It scares me. Especially since school starts in 6 days.


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Nice to meet you alive mah name is PancakePocket

Hi there!

Good luck, I suppose. There's no way to take a break from school for medical reasons?

nope

Sorry to hear you've been having trouble.. have they done an MRI or CAT scan of your brain yet?
Also (at least one bit of good news) you're Newgrounds User of The Day :)

WAIT I WAS USER OF THE DAY? Nice!
Also no scanning

Why did you psychiatrist refuse to diagnose you? Sounds like something worthy seeing another psychiatrist about

Because I need to be over 18 or a severe case to be diagnosed
I probably need to express my emotions in a fit of some sorts just so they can diagnose me
The medication change caused my cholesterol to skyrocket and my depression is gone but my stress and emotions are erratic.
Also, it was the hospital psychiatrist, not my own.

Hmm, I see. Good luck, I suppose.

Okay!

Side question, is this in Australia?

The USA