One of my old friends was thrown into jail for strangling a class mate, I mean, I'm unsure if that actually happened, but the dude was very violent after months and months of being blamed and hurt, as well as psychotic. So it's not hard to believe. If you don't know who I am talking about, he was the Gorrilaz Wiki admin known as MisterXenomorph. Dear god, how could I be the one left over? I always thought I'd be arrested or hospitalized first.
I've also left this site due to my account being discovered by both a potential doxxer and the person who I've developed a seething hatred for. Also, I'm very lonely and sad. I've been working to get better and to become a good person, but I don't think that'll ever happen. Life is bleak, hateful, and treats me like a disease. I'm just happy I have a few people to confide in, that is what keeps me here, along with a fear of pain.