I'm feeling great. I have a therapy appointment in 4 days, and that could be an extremely important day, because I could be diagnosed. I suspect these, as does my therapist:

-Anti-Social Personality Disorder: I actually have a shitton of symptoms. I do not know nor understand when I do something wrong, especially when it is social. Such as certain forms of manipulation. I mimic emotions and facial expressions as well as views so well irl that peope do not know the difference. I also only feel remorse when my reputation, status, or relationships are on the line. Don't worry; online is the only place I have truly been honest with anyone other than my therapist. ASPD is very, very close to that. If this condition sounds broad, it actually is a bit broad. It consists of two conditions I'm pretty damn sure you know of: Psychopathy and Sociopathy.

-Bipolar Type 1: People with Bipolar Type 1 have manic episodes where they can become delusional. They can also become a danger to to themselves and society if they have a mood swing or some other factor in an episode. They lose control of themselves in an episode to the point where they feel possessed. This is me to a fucking T.