at least my account is hhhh

Ok, now that the clickbait title is out of the way, I need to explain some things.

-The internet may not die quite yet, I think Supreme Court has to check the constitution first

-Despite it being super slow, I don't think you have to pay for every search, youtube video, etc but idk much about nn

Ah well, for those of you who are fellow Americans and are trying to leave the internet, farewell.

Christmas is coming and I feel like a selfish brat for telling my dad and oldest sister that a PS4 would be a waste of money and they should've gotten a WiiU instead.

I feel happy for once.

Not an extreme happiness, but a happy-yet-calm feeling. I'm finally finishing up my stuff, too!

Had fun with the echo effect.

https://youtu.be/4krHiuIz5HU

Learned how to tune in Vocaloid4. Now I just need to learn how to use a music program and which one to get.

Currently,  I use these for my videos:

LMMS(Shit music program)

Audacity(Audio Mixer & Recorder. I also have FL Studio, but it distorts the computer's audio due to overwhelming the ram or something)

Windows Movie Maker(Self Explanatory)

Vocaloid4(Vocal synthesizer)

I do my art on paper, then take a picture of it, edit the picture, and upload it to DA

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V4 is so much fucking fun ahahahahaha

I have so many VBs

Miki V2 was my first and only physical copy, tweaking the settings let me use her in V4 since V2 broke

Making music calms me greatly

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Also, my therapist is finally considering either psychosis or PTSD due to hallucinations and irrational fears with most based on childhood trauma

School is really hard like wow

Transitioning from Jr. High to High School is really hard.

Big campus

One less class, but longer class times

Shittily behaved kids

Mountains of homework

MUCH harder lessons

I mean I may have no history this year

but I also have a forced elective wheel

Of Health/Programming

I fucking HATE coding

I have Health rn but the fact that I have to code shit later is rearing its ugly head at me

I'm 4 weeks in

And am still miles ahead of my Japanese class

But I have a B+

Because I know so much that I confuse words and Romaji spellings and the goddamn stROKE ORDER

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HOLY SHIT
HOW WAS I OFFLINE WHEN SELECTED FOR USER OF THE DAY

FUCK